i miss you

behind my smile

You see me everyday with a smile on my face and think i'm okay. Well guess what i'm not. Because behind my smile is pure suffering. These problems choke me and rip me open. I cover up these problems with a smile. Well these scars keep opening. I just need help. Im tired of putting on my face smile but you know why i put my fake smile on....

......well because behind my smile is something you won't understand :(

behind my smile

You see me everyday with a smile on my face and think i'm okay. Well guess what i'm not. Because behind my smile is pure suffering. These problems choke me and rip me open. I cover up these problems with a smile. Well these scars keep opening. I just need help. Im tired of putting on my face smile but you know why i put my fake smile on....

......well because behind my smile is something you won't understand :(

Endlessly

Late at night you call on the phone
We'd talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell me that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceiving

And I know I've always
Just been a friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you never hurt again

(( chorus ))
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

I remember when you fell in love
I could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free

And I know right now,
You're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been
Broken since the day I met you

Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You'd learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly

Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be

(( chorus ))

mamas

I love you con todo mi corazón. Y ahora que ya no sobre esta tierra que me duele aún más. Su injusta porque no hagan nada malo. Dios, tomó usted de nosotros por qué razón? Porque me pierdo mi vida que tienen que perder suyo. I miss you y la vida cotidiana sin que me pone en un profundo agujero sin retorno theres lo mucho que me ca't handle y sin que su aún más difícil. Por favor, vuelva a mí.....

I love you with all my heart. And now that your not on this earth it hurts me even more. Its unfair because you didn't do anything wrong. God, took you from us for what reason? because i rather lose my life than have you lose yours. I miss you and everyday without you it puts me in a deep hole with no return theres so much i ca't handle and without you its even harder. Please come back to me.....

only for you

only for you

I would circle the world in 2 minutes i don't even think thats possible but ill try 4 you.

only for you

I drag myself out of bed and come to school just to see you and hold you (:

only for you

I remain in this world of hate and anger

Only for you

I slipped out your hands so i wont hurt you

Only for you

I can't stand to see you cry because of me it indents my heart and crushes my soul.

....You see how much i do this and guess what its only for you.

But can you do something for me......?

my soul

My heart beats for you but you don't seem to care you just walk away with regret on your shoulders. My soul was intwined with yours and you just let it free to fly on its own. I lost my self in the shadows of hurt fear and anger. As i watch you become something evil cruel and unhuman i cant help but wonder..... ....why? i dont understand his heart was so pure so sweet than it turned evil and cruel..... My soul is set free from this world of hate fear and anger i learn to just let go and walk away.....

Scratch | Project | starr

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