Friday, June 17, 2011

ITs the end





Wow its the end...... but the beginning of something new..... i am going to miss these people i have known some of them since birth others since 1st grade..... I know i will not forget any of our memories because they put a stain in my heart (: Class of 2011

In the end it doesn't really matter

I saw you kiss them. Four girls all kissed you. You say it was a dare but it doesn't matter you kissed them. You complain about all the things i do to you and how much i hurt you when you did the exact same and more. And now i stand looking stupid waiting for you while your with all the other girls kiss them holding them making me wish i was them....... You tell me you love me but you kiss them...... in your mind its okay but in the end it doesn't really matter if i get hurt....

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Why do i love him?

11 years you have been out of my life..... I finally met you..... The look on your face to see how old i was last time you saw me i was in diapers now I'm walking talking and understanding a language unaware to babies. You see me and only thing that clicked in mind was to say NANA. The last word you said before you left me into the bitter cold. I'm standing here trying to figure out why am i here? Talking to you after you abandoned me. All i wanted to do was slap you in the face so i can give you a forth of the pain you caused me. But i just hugged you. Finally after 11 years on my life you came searching for me and found me. Tears stream down my face. The tears was sympathy to a new beginning. A new start im going to have to leave the past in the shadows though it left scars that formed on and around my heart. I walk down the street with you catching up on all we've missed. Than you finally ask me. Who's my boyfriend i can only utter the most sweetest name that comes to mind. Henri. Than i begin to tell him all our memories we had.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Its the end

Wow i cant imagine this.......
The last 8 years in this school is coming to an end......
The melody im singing is slowing fading.....
The beat im playing is stopping.....
The words im speaking is now only a whisper......

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Rechazame|| Reject me

Spanish

Rechazame

Tu me enamoraste a mi
Tu me hiciste sonreir
Sabiendo la situacion
Y que los dos
Tenemos nuestro amor
Vivimos escondidos
Escucha de mi cancion

Ayyy rechazame
Es que no puedo acceptar tu amor
Ayy olvidame
Aunque nos duela ay que acceptar ese dolor
Es que yo tengo mi mujer y tu tienes tu novio
Yo no, no quiero ser infiel me matara la tentacion

This is for ya'll players out there;;

and I'm not just talkin' about the fellas;;

You already know what it is;;

Royce;

Too strong;

Y se
Que conmigo tu eres feliz
No podemos seguir asi
Terminaremos sufriendo oohh'
Nuestro amor
Tiene que terminar aqui
Yo no quiero pero es asi
Aunque me duele el corazon oohh'

Ayy rechazarme
Esque no puedo acceptar tu amor
Ayy olvidame
Aunque nos duela ay que acceptar ese dolor
Es que yo tengo mi mujer y tu tienes tu novio
Yo no, no quiero ser infiel me matara la tentacion

Y entiende
Entiende corazon
Y ayy entiende
Entiende porfavor

na
na na naaa

Y ayy rechazarme
Es que no puedo acceptar tu amor
Ayy olvidame
Aunque nos duela ay que acceptar ese dolor
Esque yo tengo mi mujer y tu tienes tu novio
Yo no, no quiero ser infiel me matara la tentacion

English

Reject Me

You fell in love with me
You made me smile
Knowing the situation
And that we both
Have our love
We live hidden
Listen to my song

Ayyy reject me
It's becuase I can't accept your love
Ayy forget about me
Even though it hurts us one must accept that pain
It's because I have my woman and you have your boyfriend
Not me, I don't want to be unfaithful, the temptation will kill me

This is for ya'll players out there;;
and I'm not just talkin' about the fellas;;
You already know what it is;;
Royce;
Too strong;

That with me you are happy
We can't carry on like that
We will end up suffering oohh
Our love
Has to end here
I don't want to but that's the way it is
Even though my heart hurts oohh

Ayyy reject me
It's becuase I can't accept your love
Ayy forget about me
Even though it hurts us one must accept that pain
It's because I have my woman and you have your boyfriend
Not me, I don't want to be unfaithful, the temptation will kill me

And understand
Understand my love
And ayy understand
Please understand

na naa etc

Ayyy reject me
It's becuase I can't accept your love
Ayy forget about me
Even though it hurts us one must accept that pain
It's because I have my woman and you have your boyfriend
Not me, I don't want to be unfaithful, the temptation will kill me

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The boyfriend story

1. Which answer did you pick first? Why?

I picked the answer C because that seemed like the most responsible answer and way to handle it.

2. Can you think of other things that people do online that they wouldn’t normally do in person? Give examples.

Things people would do online that they wouldn't normally do in person is they would talk dirty to each other. They would say things that they know they are scared to do in person.

3. How important is your privacy online? Do you care if your friends know your passwords? If you have one, do you let anyone view your Facebook pages? Explain.

Your privacy is very important because its your privacy like your identity meaning YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION not anyone else's. I would care if one of my friends know my passwords because sometimes friends can get into arguments and they would do anything in their power to get EVEN with their friends even hacking into their "friends" profile.So i rather not recommend giving your password to my friends.

Friday, April 1, 2011

piercing

<-------- thats the piercing I want next
When I got my 1st piercing I was so nervous I badly wanted a stomach piercing. I couldn't help but wonder how would it feel? and why do I want it this badly? so when I got it for the 1st time I started bleeding for 10 seconds. It hurt so much that I wanted to cry but if I cry then I knew that I wouldn't get through another one so I had to hold it in. I was mad that the guy took his time putting my piercing in place but who am I to rush him. So i got my piercing and now i want another one.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

it isn't easy.....

Its not easy to let go of you because you were everything i wanted in a guy.
Its not east to go through a day knowing we don't talk because of something that happened to us.
You were a rock in the sand
you were a smile in a cry
your the joy through the pain
and your the truth through the lie....
its hard to continue in this world without you.....
.... please don't let us fade.....

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Things can change.....

After everything we have been through......
.... the pain.....
.... the tears....
.... all the lies...
....i never actually thought that we would be here.... i never actually thought that we would still talk.......
.... we fight with all our energy thats in a persons body till it makes us weak from all the truth we screamed at each other.....
But things can change....
.... the pain can turn into love....
.... the tears can become laughs...
... and the lies can become the truth....

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I wish....






I wish we never dated because my heart belongs to you and i'm falling head over heals for you.
I wish we never kissed because every night I feel your lips on mine and i feel the burn in my heart.
I wish we never met because i cant stop thinking about you and your smile.
I wish we never hugged because now when i'm sad i just wanna run into them because you make me feel safe in a world like this.
I wish we never talked because theres so much i wanna tell you but we don't talk.
BUT PUT THAT ALL ASIDE.....
I wish we still dated because i love the feeling you give me when i see you.
I wish we still kissed because everyday i can go to school knowing i'm just a kiss away from happiness.
I wish we can still meet because i love spending time with you and i love being myself with you knowing you love me because of my personality
I wish i can still hug you because when i cry your hugs are what make me stronger and know that no matter what your always gonna be there.
I wish we still talked because theres so much i have to say to you and so much i have to tell you that i wont stop talking.

I still love you and i still miss you please don't let us slip away :'(

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Friday, March 11, 2011

The 8th Grade




Never have I ever thought this last months would come. Ive been with some of these kids since birth, I knew some of these kids since 1st grade while others I met recently. I would hate to leave this school because i started here at 1st grade and its gonna be hard to leave. I remember the 1st time i got here my first friend was desiree. Until i found out she was my cousin.





Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Friday, March 4, 2011

My best friend

My best friend is someone I trust. Someone I can count on. She is someone that can make me smile when i'm sad, Pick me up when i am down. iLove Yhu Jasmine Tlatenchi :)

Friday, February 18, 2011

coming back to you

Things been crazy...
Things been wild...
Terrible things we said to each other
Terrible things we've done to each other...
But at the end of the day all i wanna do is be with you. I wanna hold you, love you and make you happy. I wanna feel the feeling i felt for 7 months straight.
Its weird because when we fight i feel like i hate you but i know i don't.
Its crazy how the looks you give me and the words you say make me come back to you.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Insane

Its insane what love can do because you drive me away to bring me back.
You fight with me and we say stuff that we don't believe than you hold me
You walk away from me and slam doors and next thing you know your there trying to figure out what happened to us.
You flirt with everything girl that has a pulse but actually you end up trying to hold my heart again
You want us to be together you want the love feeling back in your heart but you stand there and fight with me for everything

Its insane how you give me a roller coaster of emotions and I STILL wanna be with you
But its insane how you love someone so much that you risk losing her (me) all the time.
Its insane how we think we are the same but it turns out were actually so different.
ITS INSANE HOW MUCH I NEED YOU WANT YOU LOVE YOU.

Friday, February 11, 2011

i cant....

I cant pretend that I don't love you......
I cant pretend that I don't need you.....
I cant deny that you come into my mind all the time....
I cant deny the fact that i want us to be together
.....BUT.....
I cant pretend that you love me...... Still....
I cant pretend that you need me..... because you don't
I cant deny that when we were together you did hurt me
I cant deny that us together you thought was a mistake
.....BUT MAYBE .....
You do love me....
You do need me.....
I due come into your mind all the time.....
And you want us to be together......

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Me &|nd My cheeke

Olvis
Lovable
Very adorable
Intelligent
Sweet



In this picture is me and Olvis well i call him cheekie because his cheeks are so big. He is smart funny sweet adorable and understanding. He means the world to me and more he's very understanding in every way he'a there when i need him and he always catches me when i fall. Well he actually lets me fall and laughs at me than he pics me up. I thank god for a friend like him he means the world to me 010||024||010

My life Jasmine Tlatenchi


picture 1: Me and jasmine blowing kisses :)

Picture 2: My life Jasmine :)

Picture 3: Me :-*

Picture 4: Me and my life smiling :)

Joyful
Awesome
Sweet
Marvelous
Independent
Nice
Extraordinary


Tuesday, February 1, 2011



Joyful
Intelligent
Lovable
Luscious
Independent
Awesome
Nice










Lovable
Unique
Nice
Athletic












Justice
Unique
Lovable
Intelligent
Awesome
Nice









Angel Athletic
Luna Lovable
Julian Joyful
Starr Sweet

Monday, January 31, 2011

MY best friend

Marvelous
Awesome
Respectful
Lovable
Extraordinary
Nice
Intelligent
+
Sweet
Talented
Atheletic
Respectful
Responsible

09||24|| 2009 iLove Yhu marleni friends til the end :-*

Friday, January 28, 2011

Fade away......

I love you, but by one simple mistake its gone. It fades away like 1 blissful memory. I understand I hurt you I understand i'm with someone else. I say I love you to show you the three words that describe my feelings for you best but its just fades away. Heart pounding, Mind aching I dint want this to fade this is real but i guess if you want to save your heart and is scared of getting hurt than fine. Let us fade into the sunsets horizon line. Let us fade into the whispers of the ocean. Let us die out like the last light in my heart...... bye

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Missing him

Days pass and I see more and more of his love. But he isn't mine. Seeing him leave is painful being with out him causes a beat of a known pain. The drums play and my heart starts to pound with the beat. Im missing him now more than ever. I wanna hold him, kiss him, touch him. I wanna feel the sympathy of love not the beats of pain. Im missing him so much he's like a drug to me i cant get enough of him. But im missing you. Your just like heavens touch. I love you. Im sorry what happened with me and you i really am we both did wrong but im missing you know more than ever. This vibe that we have is so interesting i have no idea how or where this came from but i need you to hold on to me dont let go.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Big brother

When do people have the right to privacy (list at least 3 examples)?

When there in the shower.

When you are upset and you want to be alone.

When you are in a airport room

When do people give up the right to privacy?

When they invite people to go with them some places

When they want to be with people.

When they want to hang out with people

Write about a time your privacy was violated. How did it feel? Did that person have a right to do it?

When I was angry and my cousin Alex kept bothering me. Like i was pissed off leave me alone !


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

YOU

iLove You i cant lie you mean the world to me &|nd going on with out you brings tears in my eyes. iNeed you because with out you shatters me. iWant you because you are the greatest joy i have ever had. Im sorry..... we both done wrong we both split up and now this endless pain is horror to me and i need you more than ever so just forget the pain, forget the tears, forget the past and just be with me. iWant to feel that love that we have because its the only happiness that was in my life. People tell me that love is just a fancy way of saying heart broken but its LOVE the real thing. iWant you back as if life had so many pains and hurt. Just come back to me with all the love i need.......



001|021|2010- ineed yhu now more than ever......... :'(