YOU!!!

dedicated to the lost of 01|21|10 :'(

You made me feel like life was just the way it should be. You made me feel like life wasn't an option i had to either pick or leave it behind. You made me feel like there was no such thing as pain and hurt thats what i loved about you. But then you changed and we broke apart like the earth splitting in half. You said you loved me and all the time you were telling me lies. As i cried and cried you laughed and laughed, the sea grew darker as my pain wouldn't stop like the songs i write. We were forever and always but i guess we turned out to never and only 1 time. You said we weren't to young to be in love but if i knew that this endless pain would keep on going i would've said no. You said we were the lucky ones the ones with no chance of hurting no chance of crying no chance of suffering but i guess we weren't that lucky. As i write this the tears start to come down like the waves crashing on shore but i know 1 day ill live and leave u with all the pain and suffering that i had as u cry every night wishing we never happen i will laugh and laugh knowing that all we were was a fairy tale with a bad ending. But don't worry the pain will stop and you'll see we had something good

Love always,

Silent beauty

Try sleeping with a broken heart

Try sleeping with a broken heart to wake up and feel like nothing. To feel dead and to feel invisible.....

Its like you wake up for no reason...... it sucks because i used to have a reason to but now sleeping and never waking up seems like the best thing for me to do.... To be asleep that way nobody can hurt me and your love can still be inside me as if nothing ever happened. Like if we never had that fight that cause both of us to cry and split up...... Its like sleeping with a broken heart

Blood diamond part 1

i miss you

behind my smile

You see me everyday with a smile on my face and think i'm okay. Well guess what i'm not. Because behind my smile is pure suffering. These problems choke me and rip me open. I cover up these problems with a smile. Well these scars keep opening. I just need help. Im tired of putting on my face smile but you know why i put my fake smile on....

......well because behind my smile is something you won't understand :(

behind my smile

You see me everyday with a smile on my face and think i'm okay. Well guess what i'm not. Because behind my smile is pure suffering. These problems choke me and rip me open. I cover up these problems with a smile. Well these scars keep opening. I just need help. Im tired of putting on my face smile but you know why i put my fake smile on....

......well because behind my smile is something you won't understand :(

Endlessly

Late at night you call on the phone
We'd talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell me that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceiving

And I know I've always
Just been a friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you never hurt again

(( chorus ))
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

I remember when you fell in love
I could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free

And I know right now,
You're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been
Broken since the day I met you

Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You'd learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly

Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be

(( chorus ))

mamas

I love you con todo mi corazón. Y ahora que ya no sobre esta tierra que me duele aún más. Su injusta porque no hagan nada malo. Dios, tomó usted de nosotros por qué razón? Porque me pierdo mi vida que tienen que perder suyo. I miss you y la vida cotidiana sin que me pone en un profundo agujero sin retorno theres lo mucho que me ca't handle y sin que su aún más difícil. Por favor, vuelva a mí.....

I love you with all my heart. And now that your not on this earth it hurts me even more. Its unfair because you didn't do anything wrong. God, took you from us for what reason? because i rather lose my life than have you lose yours. I miss you and everyday without you it puts me in a deep hole with no return theres so much i ca't handle and without you its even harder. Please come back to me.....

only for you

only for you

I would circle the world in 2 minutes i don't even think thats possible but ill try 4 you.

only for you

I drag myself out of bed and come to school just to see you and hold you (:

only for you

I remain in this world of hate and anger

Only for you

I slipped out your hands so i wont hurt you

Only for you

I can't stand to see you cry because of me it indents my heart and crushes my soul.

....You see how much i do this and guess what its only for you.

But can you do something for me......?

my soul

My heart beats for you but you don't seem to care you just walk away with regret on your shoulders. My soul was intwined with yours and you just let it free to fly on its own. I lost my self in the shadows of hurt fear and anger. As i watch you become something evil cruel and unhuman i cant help but wonder..... ....why? i dont understand his heart was so pure so sweet than it turned evil and cruel..... My soul is set free from this world of hate fear and anger i learn to just let go and walk away.....

Scratch | Project | starr

Scratch | Project | starr

My maze

Scratch | Project | my aquarium

Scratch | Project | my aquarium

this is my project

1. Who does Forever 21 blame for the sweatshops? Why?

Forever 21 blames their contractors because they claim that the contractors where the ones with the ability to hire people.

2. What’s wrong with Forever 21′s argument?

Forever 21's argument is wrong because they stated that they did not know what was going on and now that they found out what happened why didn't they change anything? I think its forever 21's fault as well as the contractors because they hired the contractors to hire people to make the clothing.

3. Why do the workers continue to protest even if it means they might lose their jobs?

The workers continue to protest even if it meant losing there jobs because they thought it was unfair how they were treated they worked 12 hours and got $1.25 every hour meaning they get paid 15 dollars a day that is not enough for food, clothing, rent, or educational purposes (books,pencils,folders etc.)

UGH!

I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO BURST OUT AND LEAVE! I LOVE THIS KID WITH ALL MY HEART HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME! I CANT BELIEVE THIS MAN! IM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP AND HE DOESNT TALK TO ME!!! WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE YOUR READY! I OVE YOU AND ALL BUT IM NOT READY FOR IT! IM SORRY THAT U WANT US TO BE TOGETHER I WANT THAT TO BUT IM NOT READY!

HENRI I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART I DONT WANNA FIGHT WITH YOU BUT WE FIGHT FOR THE MOST STUPIDEST THINGS :( PLEASE UNDERSTAND IM NOT READY :'(

IF YOU TRULY LOVE ME LIKE YOU SAY YOU DO WE WILL WORK THINGS OUT AND YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL LIKE I WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL. PLEASE :'(

made in L.A

1. How is the life of sweatshop workers in L.A. the same as those in Indonesia? How is it different?

Its different because they actually know english but they don't have there papers.

2. Why is it that poor immigrants (newcomers) end up working at sweatshops? Why don’t they work as lawyers or doctors or at Mcdonalds? The poor immigrants (newcomers) end up working at sweatshops because the sweatshops don't ask for the papers or expericence in working for jobs.

3. Predict what’s going to happen by the end of this movie.

I think at the end of this movie the forever 21 president will understand where there coming from because wouldn't you get upset if you worked 8 hours and get paid $3.50 every hour meaning by the end of that day you will be paid $25.00. Will you get upset if you were put in that situation?

henris hacking my blog lol :)

soo much to say but im gonna save it for when shes in my arms lol.....

shes beauiful, shes smart she makes me feel mentally ill lol she makes me lauph especialy smile yea we get into arguments but i love her with all my heart shes an angel...

my angel and i love her i wont let nobody hurt her ...ever shes a great friend but i rather be more then just friends i want to be.....best friends!!! jk lol she kows what i mean she rocks my world you have no....idea lol i love you starr kiss hug

Scratch | Project | starrs aquarium

Scratch | Project | starrs aquarium

my best friend

My best friend is someone i trust and tell him all my problems. He's someone who will listen and give advice and tell me what i did wrong and what i should do. We laugh at funny things and he laughs at me when i do random things like break dance in the middle of the gym or run in circles. He is so understanding but at times he can be so well..... lets say different but hey u wouldn't have him any different i accept all his traits and he accepts all of mine. I love it when we sit down and talk and i say something sarcastic and he tops it off and says something more funny and sarcastic well his name is henri ariza :) all i have to say is that i love you henri :)

1. How much do Nike workers make in Indonesia each day? How many hours a day do they work?

the nike workers make $1.25 and they work

2. What is life like for Indonesian Nike workers at home?

women share 1 toliet for 8 familes

3. Why won’t Nike talk to Jim or Leslie or let them visit the shoe factory?

there afraid that both jim and leslie might ruin there shoe factory

TINY VS STARR

i have these 2 personalities and its hard to control both of them. You may not like tiny because she can be a real devil but you hurt starr to the point that she doesnt believe in happiness she doesnt believe in joy. well idk if i should be starr or tiny because starr is hurt and tiny is angry ow what should i do?

Starr: sweet nice kind understanding and caring but always gets hurt and doesnt know how to take the pain.... :(

Tiny: mean cruel a nucence dark evil but when shes hurt she knows how to take it....

....now tell me should i be starr or tiny

WOW

Its funny how im supposed to be special to you and yet you cant even try to tell me what's wrong with you i try my best and my hardest to help you out and you just ignore me its unfair because when she comes around u could tell her so if you can only tell her than why am i here let here be your special person and than ill go i drift and leave your life as if i was never there......

.....ill disapper and leave you nothing but happiness as i die behind the lies and shadows you leave me with.....

part 1 behind swoosh

1. What does it mean to “make a decent living”? What should you be able to afford to buy?

if someone says make a decent living to me i would say a decent living is having food shelter clothing job and school you should be able to afford food and water and clothing

2. Where do your sneakers come from? Who makes them?

my sneakers come from the jordan store and michael jordan makes them

3. What is a sweatshop (take a guess, even if you have no idea)?

i think a sweatshop is a shop is a factory that has people working non stop for 8 hours straight.

truth and lie

i saw a shooting star and wished that my family would get along.

i had a memorial day bbq and we had fun we played foot ball and my brothers friend flipped me in the foot ball field and i had to go 2 the hospital

i went to the pool and saw saber tooth from x-men wolverine :D

life tight now

i am hating life right now i'm hating it so much i can only count on my best friend allison she never disappoints me and she is the only 1 i ca talk to who will understand me ily allison