Missing him

Days pass and I see more and more of his love. But he isn't mine. Seeing him leave is painful being with out him causes a beat of a known pain. The drums play and my heart starts to pound with the beat. Im missing him now more than ever. I wanna hold him, kiss him, touch him. I wanna feel the sympathy of love not the beats of pain. Im missing him so much he's like a drug to me i cant get enough of him. But im missing you. Your just like heavens touch. I love you. Im sorry what happened with me and you i really am we both did wrong but im missing you know more than ever. This vibe that we have is so interesting i have no idea how or where this came from but i need you to hold on to me dont let go.